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I Could Wait A Lifetime for the Sun to Shine on My Windowsill

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My movie.
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Nameless Boy ( a poem written from lack of sleep)
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Thinking Thoughts Of Impossible Dreams
Edward and Abigail ( a very short play)
The Five Fantastic Fantasies of a Meandering Mind
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I Could Wait A Lifetime for the Sun to Shine on My Windowsill
A Hole in My Heart
A Play About an Angry Girl and a Boy Who Once Was
Rant 1
Rant 2: The boy who knew too little
My Oath To You

 

 I saw you from afar

And longed to know your name

My immaturity held me back

But years went by without a word


Then, wed met inopportunely

And I was bound to leave

My reality knew it couldnt be now

But your eyes told me one day

           

            You confessed everything

            And I got in my car to go
            My life was not ready for you

            But you gave me everything then

 

So, I went to this tiny town

And left you far behind

My head was full of thoughts

But your wisdom helped me through

 

I talked to you every day

And you kept my life in order

My heart was full of worries

But your comfort passed them by

 

I visited you once

And begged you to be mine

My feelings were broken with a no

But you took my hand as a friend

 

I knew that I had loved

And cried for days and nights

My life seemed destroyed

But you said time would heal it

 

You found a girl

And I found a boy

My distractions drew me away

But our friendship wed not lost

 

We spoke less and less passing

And lost touch somehow

My soul was full of sorrow

But your picture made me breathe

 

Soon, you became a figment,

And Id almost forgotten who

My life had moved on

But your memory never escaped

 

The next man came along

And asked me to marry

My decision was a yes

But his love was none like yours

 

My husband and I settled

And I had children twice

My world was all quite new

But there was something missing

 

We lived for years to come

And happily none the less

My youth had frittered away

But your spirit was still with mine

 

More years had gone

And he had passed with them

My eyes wept for weeks

But with this loss came a new

 

Old age had reached

And we both had been alone

My telephone rang abrupt

But I was frightened because I knew

 

Weve planned to meet

And I shake in fear

My love is still strong

But has yours held the same?

 

I am awaiting your arrival

And any minute you will come

My heart is beating quickly

But I know your touch will relieve me

For although this will be the first time

That it will all begin

I have known all along

That our love is irreplaceable

This is our chance

We have not long to live it out

But every moment lost will be recounted for

The moment I see your smile.